tired but moving on

These days im really very busy. I'm employed by two companies now. I have to schedule activities alot to comply with their requirements.

Im really tired. I get tired very quickly nowadays. Perhaps its because i still struggle with my self. Im still trying to get back my self confidence.

Perhaps its because i was thrown to the deepest sea and im trying to get back to the surface befor i get drowned. And im getting tired because some seaweeds caught my feet and doesnt want to let me go. Im losing so much air. But i need to get to the surface where i can see the sun again and where i can feel the breeze touch my skin.

Yes im really really tired. But i have to move on. With or without the people who used to be beside me. Guess i have to learn some things on my own.

Have to go now. alot of things still have to be done. And there's not much time left for me. I cannot die yet. I really can't.