LOST

I dunno what has gotten into me. For the past weeks I seem to be complacent and seemingly not wanting to do anything but the routinary stuff. Updating, reviewing documents and ensure they are archived and linked to the correct devices. I told during my job interview that if this work would only be mostly clerical in nature, i would not accept it. But now that I was in my 6th month at work, I seem to like the clerical part and not the facilitator of improvement part.

I am an addict for improvement before. I initiate things. But now, I feel like just going with the flow. I hate it. It seems that my brain is not working anymore. I hate the fact that I don't want to exert effort to do other things aside from my routine. To think that I'm getting bored with my routines.

This is not a good sign. I've got to find my rhythm back. I've got to think outside the box. I've got to be my old self in that sense.

I want to always be a FACILITATOR of IMPROVEMENT. Got to learn, got to think, got to act.... NOW!!!!