Alot of people has asked me why i wanted to resign from my present company. My only answer was that i am not happy working in the company. Most people would stop asking for further questions and i thank them for that.
Certainly it would be difficult to answer what lies beneath the "Not being happy reason". I am looking for something.... something that i do not know yet. I know ive lost alot of things. time for My God, love, quality family time, friends, opportunities, my self confidence, money. Whew... to think that i didnt notice i have all of these treasures before. With just one incident, ive lost all of these things. It was then that i realized, how blessed i have been. And i have noone to turn to but My God. Truly, when everyone leaves you, God will remain. No matter how hard a person denies it, no matter how hard humans push Him away, He will remain a loving Father, now and forever.
For the moment, im still nursing a broken heart and spirit, a broken self. Trying to pick up the shattered pieces that i have entrusted to some other people but was thrown away. I focused too much on the broken pieces for a long time. Now i want to change my focus to the One who can and who will heal the wounds, seal the broken pieces together and make me whole again.
To My God Almighty, to You i entrust my whole Life. Thy will be done on me. Thank you. And i love you so much!
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