I recently grew older by 1 year again... It is pretty weird to be suddenly turning 25 without even feeling that yes you are already 25. hahahaha. I guess that is why people have stopped adding numbers to their age after 18. :-)
Well.... I've had a really great year i guess. I used to be the terror of the company - "The little dragon" as staffs used to call me behind my back. When my voice starts to rise, staffs tremble. I think i have made a staff cry before due to this. But what the heck.... at such a young age i was given a really big responsibility. And how i loved it. But after a while.... i grew tired. Tired of pretending not to be affected when i yell at staffs. Not to mention the effect of this frequent yelling to my health.
I had changed....
Slowly, staffs began telling me about their problems. and slowly i learned about their concerns and was able to help them find solutions to their problems. But.... there's always a downside with this set-up. Staffs had been too relaxed.
Now im still trying to find that perfect blend of strictness and leniency to staffs. I guess ill start to be a little dragon slowly again.... until i find that perfect blend. Like blending coffee..... not too sweet but not too strong. Not to hot but not too cold.
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